Lonely night

Here I am in the middle of the night, trying to blog using my pathetic iPhone. Time check : 3.48AM right now. 4 days since we parted. Still not getting the hang of it. Missing you so damn fucking badly right now. Wishing and hoping you could be here, right in front of me. Imagining me in your arms, lying on your chest. Feeling your warmth. Tears just can't stop flowing. Time can't rewinds. Words said can't be taken back. Feeling crappy at this hour won't help anything either. Looking at our pictures. Looking at your face. Looking at mine. I miss how things used to be. I miss how I look into your eyes and watching you looking back at me. In fact, I miss how you used to love me. I miss everything. But I have got nothing now. Time and time again, I wipe my own tears and tried to mind fuck myself to accept that you're already gone. 4 days without you, time passes so slow. Wanted to talk to you but there's nothing left to say in between us. We will most prolly be biting each other head off the moment we start talking I guess. Haha. So there's no point for me to be so annoying and bug you all over again. I don't know how I gonna pass my time and live my life but I'm always praying that everything will be fine after a storm. I don't know how long it gonna rain. I don't know how long this storm gonna last. But I really hope to see the sun, the rainbow after. I miss you, I really do. I shall update again the very next time I misses you. That will be... Very soon. All the best to you. And to myself. Hopefully I can resist myself to not contact you and you can get over me (if you haven't) ASAP. 141112. Xoxo