17th May 2012


Currently listening to : 
Safe & Sound - Daryl Aiden Yow
That Girl - David Choi
Always be my baby - David Cook
The Last Goodbye - David Cook


Today, I walked pass the window. Something somehow make me drop everything and hold my steps. I did, I sat my cup on my sink and stood by my window. Looking out to my surrounding, watching people walking to and forth, looking at birds flying here and there. Feeling the wind breeze across my face. Hearing birds chipping and every sound made. I stood there. I stood there for the longest time. I just stood there. Many things come flashing into my mind and I found myself feeling the feeling's I once had. The presence of you. My mind seems to have loads and loads of flashbacks and its flashing in my eyes as I stare right out. I smile, I find myself smiling because for once, my heart feel as peace. My mind isn't crashing with this and that. I just stood there. With a silly sweet painted on my face. Its a beautiful memory. Its a beautiful feeling. Though it is the past and it will never come back. But I am glad it once happen, I once felt that way. And for that, I am contended enough..

Just like a fairytale princess, 

I waited for a thousands years just for a prince brave enough to save me.

I yearn to feel safe again, to feel protected. 

But this time, I will rather save myself.

Till then,

Xoxo