You don't just come into someone's life, 

make them/her/him care for you and then you just simply leave them/her/him.

This will just be a emotional/ranting post since I am feeling emotional and I do wanna rant. So duh, yeah. I fucking wanna rant but I don't know where to start so here I am, staring at the screen for I don't know how long. Oh, writer block aye. How sucky it is to actually wanna talk about something so badly but when you have the time/chance to, you just don't know what to say and where to begin. Oh well.

If only I could have control of something, I would make people stay and never leave.

If only I could have a mind, I would want to read minds.

If only I could have a wish, I would wish to be happy. Forever.

Sometimes, when people constantly leaving your life. Won't you expect the next one to leave too? Well, I don't know about most people but I do. I eventually will expect and will be "mentally prepared" that someone, anyone would just go without any reason's, without a word and best of all, they will never come back. Its sad but its true. Its like everyday shit thingy that I have to face. So normally, when they do leave. I would be like, oh so whatever. So expected. Leave, go. Never come back. So much so I no longer get that upset when they leave. I learn to deal with it. So well, who will be the next one I wonder?

I am just sick and tired of people coming in and out of my life as and when they please. 

If you ever leave without a reason, don't ever come back with one.

This is just me, without lenses and without any fake eyelashes. 

I think I look awfully fugly here so I just post it to share. HAHAHAHA! Oh blah, retard.

I miss her so badly. 

I cried everytime I think of her/see her photo's/talk about her/reminded of her.

I miss you so, meow meow.

Where are you?

Xoxo