I was crying on the staircase, begging you "please don't go"

  

As usual, a delayed update of my recent completed event.

Been working for 5 days straight and waking up at 5 every morning is literally killing me. Just look at my eye bags. Oh my god. No amount of beauty products or masks can ever help. Need to get under the knife to get it remove. Oh blah, just saying. Nothing much to update about it cause basically I'm just doing the same thing everyday. Dozing off every now and then. Keep ordering drinks to keep myself awake. On and off to the ladies and such. Blah. Funny thing is, we girls keep talking about one of our French boss "Ethan" on how hot he is, how cute when he smile and how sexy is his ass. HAHAHAHAHA! :D Cannot tahan the girls. Made a couple of friends there. Its nice knowing them. Happy to work with you girls and hopefully, I get to work with you all on the next event! ( ´ ▽ ` )ﾉ

I'm so god damn tired that I have been complaining about it everyday. If you follow my Twitter you would know how bloody shag I am. My mind is literally blank. Even if I'm staring at you, my mind ain't functioning. Yes. That is how tired I am. Try sleeping for less than 4-5 hours everyday and work your ass out. Well, I don't know about you guys but its not easy for me. I almost die. Yeah, almost. Twice in the row. As usual, if you follow me on Twitter you would known about this on the spot. I was almost knock down by this car when I was practically checking my cell and not looking out for traffic. I didn't realize that the red man is lighting up. I thought its green man flashing so I wanted to cross over till I snap awake, look up and move backwards. While I was moving back, this car just zoom past right in front of me and I was like, Woah wtf?! So phew, I'm so glad I am alive. With the speed of that car, if it ever get to knock me, I am bound to fly at least a few meters away and die on the spot. For sure. And another accident was, this time I look out for the traffic and at the traffic light before I cross. Was just standing there, waiting for the traffic light to flash green and using my phone then I heard a loud blam! When I look up, I saw this taxi just smash right into this car. With smoke coming out of it. For a moment, nobody move. I didn't too because I'm just right beside it. I was like, am I dead or am I alive still. The impact was a huge and loud one cause I was having my earpiece on, music blasting and I can still hear the crash loud and clear. Or maybe because I am so near to it. Haha. Maybe. But the main thing is, I am not dead. Of cause. Duh. I wouldn't be here updating if I am. Was wondering how close I was to death. And how am I not dead yet when the crash, the impact could just move the car away and the car could just knock me down just like that. Gosh, I escaped death. Twice and I still can't believe it. Same time (almost), same lane, same location, same person (me). Twice in a row. Dafuq? Whatever it is, I am definitely glad I am still alive and kicking and I thanks god or angels or whatever that have been watching out, protecting me. Peace out.

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Have been sleeping really quick and fast lately due to lack of sleep and also tiredness. Prefer this though so my mind will not wonder and start procrastinating. Because thinking too much sucks to the core. Oh well.




Do not base your happiness off someone else.


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