Clock ticking. Time passing.
And just like that, a year have gone pass us.
Just like the wind.
Hi guys, it have been awhile since I last update this space. Just well..... was kinda busy and of cos not forgetting being the usual lazy me. So here I am after Boyf multiple attempts of asking me to blog. I guess he don't really like to read/see those emotional sad post's I had previously. So I decided to do a rather happy/cheerful New Year Resolutions Post. Kinda delayed post but..... Still....... Hahahahaha!
Just to sum up how 2012 have been for me :
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BAD
Yes, a rather bad year for me. Come to think of it, every year haven't really been good for me. But 2012 is seriously a bad bad bad year. Just when I thought I would have a awesome 2012
(I remember telling myself that in 2011 that in 2012, I would be fine alone and have a blast throughout)
Well
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I
Was
So
DAMN
Wrong
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Kick start my 2012 with a really bad start but I am glad its all over now. I got over it. Not easy though but I did it. Or should I say, I got stronger each and every time I fall? And of cos, I meet new people and also lose some close/good friend's along the way. Won't go into details because I don't wanna look back and start feeling bad and all. I mean, no point crying over spilled milk right? So I am gonna look ahead and cherish whoever I have right now with me.
Here is all my heartfelt words/appreciation I would like to say to all my precious little gems.
(Not in sequence on whoever I thanks first is much more important then the one I thanks next. All, yes all are equally important to me. I can't do without anyone of you.)
FAMILY
(Grandma Bird Day Gathering)
Though I don't get to see each and every one of you as and when I/we like. Pretty much understandable that everyone is busy with their life. But I always look forward and cherish the only time we can get together on CNY Eve. All the food and shooting each other across the table and the usual drills. With you guys, everyday is a noisy one. Hahaha! CNY is coming very soon and I shall see you all again!
COUSINS
(Bro, Ben, Me and Bryant)
(Ben with my pretty pink hat, Bro and Me)
(Ben, Bryant, Mei Mei, Grandma, Me, Bro and Quan Hui)
(Bryant, Bro, Grandma and Me)
Yup. All of my cousins. Which I treat ya all like my own brothers and sisters already. Its nice to have you guys around. Always the highlight of family gathering's.
Love you all!
DEAREST
(Sexyyyyyyyyyyy ladyyyyyyyyyy)
(Me when I am little with my sibei chio Fong Fei Fei hat. LOL!)
(Pretty Dearest and little me again with my hat)
(On my don't know which year bird day with Dearest)
(Me when I was having short pixie hair and Dearest)
From a little girl all the way to what I am now, who I am now is all singly raised by you. Always remind myself how blissful I am to have you. God might have taken away what belong to me in the very first place but he also gave me, you. Which is almost the same thing. The noble mother love you have for me, for us is something I will always kept close to my heart. Without you, there won't be me. Who I am, what I am and where I am now. Thank you for all those love, care and everything. Especially the little sacrifice's you made for me, for us. To make sure we are fed well, slept well and all. You gave me, gave us not only motherly love. You gave us your all, your everything. I vow to take care of you for the rest of my life, no matter how tough it get. Thanks for not giving up on me.
I love you.
MUM
Thanks for giving birth to me. I know you do care for me, for us. Sometimes, I wish for everything I could ever have but then, I am contended with what I have now. Thanks for not aborting me. And thank god, I am a healthy child.
Brother
(I think I bullied him then he cried while trying to get away from me. Too bad lor, cannot! I win ^^v)
(Bro when he was in his early teens I think and a short pixie hair Me)
(CNY a few years back at parents house)
(I forget when did we took this photo already. Hahaha!)
(Handsome Bro and a very redhead Me)
(Me wearing his jacket and Him wearing mine @ Changi Airport few years back too)
Though we grow up fighting and arguing all the way and most of the times, I hate you more than ever. But then again, which siblings doesn't fight or argue when they are younger? And though I get very irritated by you every now and then, you are still my one and only brother. Though I don't show it, I do dote on you. Without you, my childhood would be dull and.... boring. Haha. Thanks for putting up with me and my nasty temper. Just don't irritates me and my nails will spare from scratching you! Hahaha! I will always look out for you.
I love you. 今日我们能当姐弟，是我们的命运。
My Little Family
(Best photo ever)
Dearest and my bro, don't have to repeat myself again. I love both of them equally and I always look forward to seeing them upon reaching home. Without you all, things won't be the same again. Thanks for being there for me, you all don't have a choice since ya all get to see my face almost everyday so hahaha! Too bad ah, forever stuck with me.
BOYFRIEND
(Us when we were about to get together)
(Nicole, Me and Ben)
(When we head to JB)
(Us on our first month dinner together @ Suki-Ya)
(Us. Recently. In 2013)
Even though we ain't together for very long but we have already been through ups and downs along the way. Those argument's we had and all those misunderstanding's and such. I am glad you always listen to whatever I have to say and also give in to me. No words can describe how much I appreciates you and all those efforts you put in for me, for us. Being with you, I learnt quite a number of things from you. Because of you, I ain't in my "own world" anymore. Because of you, I ain't alone anymore. Because of you, I learn how to love again. And because of you, I gather up my courage and put away all my fears and risk everything just for you. Thanks for showering me with love, care and understanding. Especially those days or nights, my insecurities and paranoid cells started to works out. Thanks for comforting me whenever I get moody/upset. Thanks for always giving in to me whenever my mood gets bad. Thanks for putting up with me and my issues. Thanks for taking good care of me and protecting me. Thanks for treating me like a small girl and coax me whenever I starts to act like one. Thanks for wiping my tears away and ensure me that things are going to be alright. Thanks for loving me for who I am, inside out. And most importantly, thank you so so so much for not giving up on me even when days get tough and I get extremely nasty and all. Thanks for sticking by me. Thanks for loving me with all you have. I end my 2012 with you and also start my 2013 with you. I look forward to every first time with you. Next up would be our first ever overseas trip together then V'tine Day and then CNY! Hehehe. Can't wait! Can't freakin' wait!!! Thank you baby, for everything. Life can't get any better with you next to me.
I love you baby boy. Xoxo ♥
Nicole GJH
Still remember how we know each other? Its been a few years back and we are still good. Even though we do have our argument's day's and all but I am very glad that we did not fall out of each other and still reminding strong as ever. Though I am older but you are always giving me advice's and all. Thanks for always sticking out for me. Staying by me and all. I never regret knowing you at all. Thanks for being such a good sister. Thanks for always making time for me. Thanks for being there for me. Thanks for trusting me and believing in me. It means alot to me baby girl.
I love you.
Ranjini
(Friendship bracelets we got together with my fav colours as well as hers)
(Taken on Xmas few years back?)
Days with you are always full of laughter and bitching. Never one day we would be together not laughing or bitching. 10 years, going to be 11 years of friendship bond we had. All the way from secondary school. Back to those days and those memories we had, is simply unforgettable. We always talk about it and go through all those memories we had together as well as with other friends. Though both of us have a life to run and don't get to talk that often but boy, ain't I glad I have you. They say good friends are hard to find and true friend are priceless. Yes, you are priceless to me. Always am very proud to have you as my BFF. My mind to mind best friend. Love how we can communicate with our eyes/face expression and hands signs even without talking. I miss you and all the fun we once shared. Time's/day's with you are always fun and enjoyable. Thank you for giving me a push whenever I get discouraged. Thanks for making me feel that I am beautiful, just the way I am. Thanks for sticking up for me whenever someone bullied me. Thanks for always teasing me, making me laugh whenever I get upset. Thanks for being such a sport. Thanks for being my listening ear. Thanks for putting up with me and all. Thank you for always being there for me. I am truly happy to have you. You are an angel from heaven's. Many many years for us to go. And I look forward to your wedding day and of cos, to the days when you have your little black kid's. HAHAHAHA!
I love you.
I love you.
Nicole TTY
(Us working @ Maid Cafe)
(The day we both turn redheads together)
Even though I just get to know you recently but it never crossed my mind that we could be such a good friends like now. I always have issues with girls and so do you but never expect that, we could click together. Thanks for always listening to my rants and all those bo liao topic's I always bomb you about. Thanks for listening to me all the time. Thanks for staying by me and sticking with me. Thanks for always giving me advice's about anything and everything. Best of all, thanks for sticking to your cell 24/7 and allow me to contact you anytime of the day. Thanks for all those sweet words whenever I feel shitty. Thanks for all those care and concern. I'm glad to know you out of the most unexpected time of my life and am happy that I still have you now.
I love you.
All My Friends
To everyone who I know & those who know me
Yup. All my friends. All of it. Even those who ain't in my life now. That doesn't matter. What matter is, I still remember you all. And I do miss the times we had together. Some of them have never have picture's taken with me. You guys came into my life for a reason. Be it for a purpose or for a lesson. I am still glad I have you all as my friends. Thanks for all those kind words you all shower on me whenever I get paranoid. And also thanks you all for being there for me. Thank you all so so much for all the supports and care. You guys play a part in my life. Without ya all, there won't be who I am now, I wouldn't be where I am today. I love you all!
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Okay, I have pretty much sum up all my thanks and more thanks above. Come to realize that I have tons of pictures on my com. Seriously, TOO MUCH! Especially my self shot. Camwhore queen is meeeeeeee. LOL! Spent my whole afternoon and evening uploading and sorting all my photos out nicely. Quite tired now. But I have yet to point out my resolutions so here it is :
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Spend more time with all my love ones
Yes yes, I do know that I tend to neglect my love ones. I even neglected many of my friends alot alot. Guess our timing always crash and all. I am free, they not free. They free, I busy. Most of the time, I am just..... lazy. But that is not the point. Hahaha. This 2013, I will like to spend more quality time with all my love ones.
Time management
Nothing much to add on to it. That spells it all. Manage my time well. So I will have time for everyone as well as myself. Which I should totally get a planner but till date, I still haven't. Great. Awesome.
Make the best out of my 2013
Don't wanna waste another year getting.... wasted. As in literally wasted. Hopefully by the time I do a post of my 2013, it will be better than 2012.
Travel as much as I can
This is kinda like my goal in life, one of the thing's I want to achieve before I die rather than a resolution lah. But yeah, travel to wherever I wanted, whenever I want. A total must must must!
Get rid of all my issues
Its not gonna be easy but nothing worthy is ever gonna be easy so yeah, I long wanted to ditch all my issues behind me but always can't seems to do so. So now, this year 2013 I have my boyf along with me. So hopefully, he could help me get over all of that. Jiayou!
Be happy and stay happy
Almost every year, that is the only thing I will wish/hope for. Same goes for my bird day, all I want is happiness. So yup, I do want to be happy. No matter how shitty life could be.
Enjoy life as much as I can
Yes, enjoy. Enjoy every moment's I get. Enjoy life, enjoy people around me. Just simply, enjoy. Stop being so tense up, so stress up and just let my hair down and enjoy life as it is.
Slim down and just, freakin' slim down already!
Just so you all know, I love food. Food is my best friend. I will still nom em. But still, I want my figure. So yeah, work out and more work out for me. Hopefully my determination will show results.
Meet more people
This sound so eh, weird. But I do love to widen my social cycle. Just so you guys know that, I don't have a clique. Unlike many of you, tons and tons of cliques. So envy but...... Sigh oh well, I am kinda of a loner so I wanna ditch this loner part in me and to get to know and meet more people.
A better me
Sound rather meh but I really learnt quite a number of things from people around me. So yeah, am still learning every single day. Cherishing everyone that I have now.
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So yeah, that should be it. Spent a reallyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy long time on this. Getting really tired now. So that is pretty much my long winded draggy post. Will try to blog as much as I can. Fingers cross though! Till then!
Have a awesome 2013 everyone! ヾ(@^▽^@)ノ
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