You won the battle but you lost the war.

Don't try to stop me with the words you say.

'Cause I'm sick and tired of the games you play.

I'm gonna free myself, gonna make a change.

I'm gonna go back to the girl I was on the night you found me.

No more, closing back the real me.

This time, this time I'm gonna do it my way.

And so, here I am blogging with rain pouring down, sudden downpour. With my fever heating so high. Nah, blah. My fever have since going up and down, on and off. What's killing me now currently is my rashes and my irritating painful gastric pain that keep me awake all night. God, I swear I am dying. Even painkiller won't numb/kill the pain. There I go, flipping around my bed like a dying fish out of the water. Oh well, am sick again. Obviously. Guess I will be staying home this weekend, till I get better. I'll be bored to death. Guess I will most likely finish up the books I borrowed from the library since my Dearest keep nagging at me on how I always borrow em but not reading/finishing them up. Oh well, what a weekend I certainly don't look forward to. Just well, bored. Whatever it is, thanks to all my friends for the care and concern. Yes, I will drink more water, rest early and get well soon alright? I'll listen to ya'll and be a super good girl. Thanks for all the wishes and prayers. God, I love you guys. Xo.


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Teach me how to trust. Teach me how to believe. Teach me how to love again.
For I don't trust. I don't believe. And I don't love.
Someone asked me to be a nun.
So a nun I shall be.
Not.

Here are the photos from last sat after partying.   

Was on the phone while this photo was taken. Have to concentrate on talking and taking photo's.

Me with my beloved BBG, (´ε｀ )♡

Photos of Dylan and me, both of us are urber shag yet forced to take photos.

Struggling to keep our eyes open~

Random snapshot of Bibi and me, （　´∀｀）

Le Shag me.

The girls, ＼（＾∀＾）メ（＾∀＾）ノ

Hate how the lighting make me/my skin look so yellow-ish/orange-ish.

Ending with a group photo of us, (〃⌒▽⌒)八(〃⌒▽⌒〃)八(⌒▽⌒〃)

Goodbye. Goodbye for now. Goodbye my love.

Just remember, I love you so.

I loved you.